Merry Christmas! Happy Almost New Year! =[ New Years is gonna suck this year...mainly cause I was really looking forward to doing what I was originally going to do until today...and the plans "fell through" I guess you can say =[ dammit...aaaah I would have had such an awesome New Years, if not the BEST New Years eveeerrr but then again maybe I was just gettin my hopes? which I gotta stop ddooooiiinngg so now New Years is gonna suck, it wouldn't suck, if I wouldn't be spending it knowing that I could have been spending it in such a better way if that makes sense but I guess I'll try and make the best of it...somehow haha aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
I'm in lalalalalooooooovvee but not really...
just extreme like
and it seems like he likes me back
even though it sooo impossible for that to be true
because he is sooo completely out of my league!!!
but still! it seems like he does
but I'm done getting my hopes up...cause I always do
and they always end up gettin crushed...like they did about New Years
but it's not reallly his fault...well it kinda is...but he didn't decide for the plans to "fall through" the way they did haha
but still no getting your hopes up...stupid Kat....a guy like HIM would never look at YOU twice
never in your wildest dreams...even though it may seem like it now
just don't believe it...now believing it
oooooh but I wanna believe iiiiittt....and it's hard not too!!! ahhh....and this is what I've been struggling with myself about for about a week now =D don't you just love how my life is now consumed by the very idea of boys! damn I've turned into a boy crazy machine! but not really....but yea...haha so my Christmas was good...probably the best Christmas ever, mainly cause my dad actually behaved this year =] and plus Christmas Eve I had a good talk with said above boy....and Christmas day I got a nice lil message from him haha...but yea...it was a good Christmas for once...didn't get anything super big....but I like what I got =] got the Breakfast Club on DVD....soooo excited bout that....brings me back to Kairos days<3333
ahhh I miss them all!!! TBC babies!!!! best group eevvveeerrrrr....k.r., k.r., g.g., t.g., c.e., l.g., d.k., v.d. and Mrs. Sewnig as our facilitator!!! you don't get any better, and any closer to the actually Breakfast Club<3333 kay so that was reminiciscent...
ahhh I miss them though...well
I see a couple of them like all the time but still lol I think I wanna go back on Kairos, with the same group of kids I went with though...it was such an amazing group of people...and we all still love each other so much haha at least...most of us...I think it is absolutely adorable and cute...and I got so much closer to so many ppl... if you don't go on Kairos you're missing out on probably the most amazing experience ever...just to let you know... at least if you really put your heart into it...it's a pretty fucking amazing excperience...in my opinion haha I waaaaaannnnnnaaaaaa gooooooo baaaaaacccckkkk NOW! FUSION! January 6, 2007!!!!
everyone go! at Notre Dame!!! starts at 7:30 pm
tickets will be sold at the door!
be there or be square!
and cheer for meh! and I'm actually excited bout Les Mis!
cause I'm pretty sure it's gonna rock dancing in it...even though there's not much dancing
and getting to be a dance captain!! I can't wait!!!! =D kay I think I've like rambled on too much....few ppl actually read this anywayz loloololozzeerrzz | 
